I haven’t written at all this week. It’s not because I lack the ideas. I think there are 3 reasons for it:
- I am mentally reworking the story that I was writing. This comes from some of the workshopping I did two summers ago. I could see problems with the story as it was going, and I’m trying to redirect it in situ. Actually, I think this is a good thing: a sign that I am recognizing these problems sooner. But there is one plot point I can’t seem to make work and so I keep putting off writing, hoping it will come to me. That, of course, is bad.
- I’m pretty tired in the evenings when I get home from work. I also feel guilty that some of my writing time eats away at time with Zach and Kelly. Clearly the solution to this is to go back to early morning writing, which worked so well in November.
- I’ve been doing a lot more reading. I finished the massive and fascinating Kornbluth bio, and I’m more than halfway though and equally fascinating (for different reasons) Galileo’s Dream by Kim Stanley Robinson. In addition I’ve been trying to stay on top of NEW SCIENTIST and SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN.
Bottom line is that I keep putting it off in favor of other things. I just have to sit down and do it. I’ve been averaging something like 3000-4000 words a week when I could easily double that by writing every day. Weekends end up being the worst.
Well, it’s late now. I’m going to read for 20 minutes before heading off to bed.